"Nothing terrifies me more than the thought of speaking my heart aloud for another soul to hear"
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The truth is we all are in someways afraid that once we open up, speak it out loud for someone to hear we will fall apart just like a flower does and before we even realize we will come across the state of bizzare. You feel, that you will find yourself unable to stop and even before you start to do something about it you will watch yourself be in pieces on the floor.
But that's not how it actually is, you need to see the other side of falling apart. Don't be afraid to fall apart, it's okay. It's tough, but it's alright.
Never let yourself be terrified of speaking your thoughts or heart aloud, you need to do this. They say, pain demands to be felt. But what you need to know is that pain also demands to be freed out. Your feelings and thoughts are not just to be pushed aside, they seek to be attended, to be heard. I know, it's tough. Letting your thoughts out to someone, transforming your feelings and everything; it's real hard. But do it, even if you feel that you're falling apart, because actually you're not. You're just falling into something different, with a new capacity to be bold and beautiful!